January 28, 2008

Lassitude

Lassitude: Weariness of mind or body from strain or oppressive climate.  Well ok, ok I haven't really been suffering from lassitude due to an oppressive climate.  Rather the opposite, I've been suffering from laziness in writing due to the oppressive climate.

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With the horrible weather (note the gale force winds sweeping by my feet) I've been feeling all well...rather not depressed.

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Just look at these fish that I caught! And here, look at how happy my dog skiing along Archangel in Hatcher Pass:

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What can bring me back to writing?  Well only THIS

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                                                                       AND

                                       Book_vending 

What are they?  Why book vending machines in Paris and Spain!  How fantastic is that?  You can just go and pick up a little something to read.  Apparantly the Spanish like Victoria Holt but who cares! This is really great.  It means that people are still reading. Not only that but enough people are reading that books are doing well in vending machines!  I'm eagarly awaiting the time when I'll see them in airports.  Wouldn't that be perfect?  It's certainly not the first thing other than soda and candy to be put in a vending machine. The Parisians have access to toliet paper, and even carnations in their vending machines.  A friend of mine told me about these which are "kerplunking culture." And then there's this company which makes a machine that prints just about any book you want while you wait.  It takes about 9 minutes and is a lot cheaper because there aren't any shipping costs for the books and it only makes as many copies as can be sold (since it prints after payment).  Very exciting.

December 28, 2007

Quote of the Month

"Here, would you like Sons and Lovers to prop that up with?"

December 27, 2007

On Literature or Not

          I miss blogging.  I’ve been behind.  I miss writing about things that I’m doing and books that I’m reading.  I’ve been busy trying to keep my house together since my husband has deployed.  For those of you who haven’t experienced this phenomenon let me explain to you what happens when my husband leaves for extended periods of time (which he often does). Things Fall Apart, and not in a Chinua Achebe kind of way. The house always has its own little nervous breakdown when he leaves.  I’m a handy kind of gal but when I have to go under the house and fix a new thing on a weekly basis, while fixing the snow blower, things get a little overwhelming.  And now…now the dog seems to have some sort of shedding disorder. I’ll be calling the vet about that tomorrow.  When I get home make dinner, walk the dog and fix whatever else has broken down, I really still have the time to write but not the spirit.  I’m not usually one to complain about the fact that my husband is gone so much.  We don’t have children, he’s in the Guard so we aren’t away from family or friends. I have a nice house.  On the other hand he is gone a LOT.  I don’t think that it started to bug me until recently. We have never been together much.  When we first started dating he lived 40 miles away from me and worked nights but we made the effort and saw each other frequently.  Then I moved to the city and he stayed there, making it 180 miles away and him working nights and me going to college and working.  After September 11th happened he was deployed to guard the airport in Juneau, making it 519 miles or an hour and a half by air for six months.  We then lived together for a little over a year, during which he was frequently gone to the lower 48 for military schools.  In September of 2003 we were married in a small ceremony.  The following May we had a big marriage ceremony in Montana so that his family could be there (he’s an only child mind you).  The day after he moved to Arizona or maybe it was Utah or someplace…maybe Texas? I can’t remember now for a few months for another military school.  Then he was home for a bit He was then deployed 18 months to Baghdad.  He came home and was gone three or four months the next year for a military school.  Now, he is redeployed to Iraq and will be home in July-ish.  (Do you like how specific that is?  The military really likes to make life easy).  Anyway, I love my husband.  I do.  He is the only man that I ever met that hasn’t bored me to tears.  I won’t lie to you: we fight. A LOT.  Probably an unhealthy amount in fact.  The strain that his absence has caused on our marriage is a problem.  How much of a problem?  I honestly don’t know yet.  What I do know is that what they don’t tell you about a soldier returning home could fill several books.  Yes, they tell you to look out for post-traumatic stuff, blah blah blah. What they don’t tell you is that your soldier will be incapable of making simple decisions such as what would they like to wear or eat or do.  For over a year someone has made that choice for them.  No life decisions are necessary while they’re deployed. Sure they may have to decide on life saving things but not what kind of vegetable they’d like to have for dinner, or what movie they’d like to see for date night or what night they’d like to have date night on or what color of socks they’d like to wear that day.

With him gone so much I often think of us as trees.  Have you ever seen a grafted tree? Two trees made into one, growing together, eating the same nutrients, feeding off of the same system?  Well that’s like most married people, they grow together, even if its apart they still grow along the same branches.  We’re more like two trees who are growing too close to each other.  We’re a bit in the way of each other, entwining here and there but essentially still two very separate trees who are fighting for the same resources. 

            Why am I sharing this all with you? Well it’s my blog. My place to write and this is what has been on my mind lately. But after everything I still miss writing about books.  So the next post will be about that.

October 31, 2007

So Predictable

In response to the Emily Dickinson poem that I posted earlier:

R: So...It would be acceptable to stare a the cleavage in a woman's mind?

Me:  Sigh, Yes, I suppose so.

R; Great!

Me: I knew you would say something exactly like that even while I was typing out that poem.

R: Dammit, I hate being predictable. But you have to admit that it was pretty funny anyway.

Me: Fine. It was pretty funny.  BUT predictable.

October 29, 2007

Dear John

Dear Hollywood,

Believe me when I say that this isn't easy. However, it has to be done.  I'm leaving you. There it is. I just can't live with the lies anymore.  For so long I trusted you, but now all that is gone.  Time and time again, you have let me down.  I was able to ignore the little things at first, the gross mischaracterizations of favorite characters, the small let downs when you claimed to portray my favorite books as authentic. Then you did something: you made Blood and Chocolate. I was so excited when you first told me, as you well know it is one of my favorite books by one of my favorite authors.  Then I saw the trailer.   I was hurt. How could you do that to me?  Where did you get

In Bucharest, Romania, the orphan Vivian was raised by her aunt after losing her parents ten years ago in the Rocky Mountains, Colorado. His family belongs to a bloodline of werewolves and Vivian is promised to the leader of the pack, Gabriel. When the American cartoonist Aiden, who is researching werewolves for his publisher for the next edition of his magazine, meets Vivian, they immediately fall in love for each other. However, the evil son of Gabriel and Vivian's cousin Rafe poisons Gabriel about the love of Vivian, forcing her to choose between her bounds with her family and her passion for Aiden?

That's not what that book is about! It's not even close! Where is the mom? Where is the high school? Where is the United States?! Where is the funny part where she dates a goth boy from high school who is infatuated with werewolves and she thinks it'll be a nice "surprise" to show him that she's a werewolf? That's some funny stuff! What is this crap that you tried to pawn off as a wonderful book?

Then you try to woo me back with Stranger than Fiction, Nanny McPhee, and even Miss. Potter (although I am well aware that many disliked his movie).

Maybe we can be friends. I'd like that.  We can maybe even meet for coffee from time to time.  So I'll be seeing you later.

October 26, 2007

Owen Wister and Equallity

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Owen Wister was born in 1860 to a prominent Eastern family.   While at Harvard he was classmates with not only my esteemed relative Frederick Remington but  Theodore Roosevelt as well.  So out of that single class came three men who would not only love the West but come to embody everything that Americans felt the West to be.  His dedication in his book is to Roosevelt:  “Ten years ago, when political darkness still lay dense upon every State in the Union, this book was dedicated to the greatest benefactor we people have known since Lincoln.  Today he is a benefactor even greater than he was then: his voice, instead of being almost solitary, has inspired many followers.  The lost habit of sincerity gives promise of returning to the minds and lips of public men.  After night half-a-century of shirking and evasion, Americans are beginning to look at themselves and their institutions straight; to perceive that selling your vote or casting it for unknown nobodies, are not enough attention to pay to the Republic. If this book be anything more than an American story, it is an expression of American faith.”  

Wister was brought up in a United States reeling from the aftermath of the civil war.  He saw not the fighting but the effects that it had upon the nation. The nation was starting to change rapidly in the form of the industrial revolution. No longer was the nation an innocent new democracy. The intercontinental rail system was formed in 1869, linking valuable resources to markets and businesses. People were flocking to the United States.  23 million foreigners came to the United States in the short time period of 1860 and 1910.  Can you even imagine that many people in so short a time?  Until 1960 most Americans lived on farms and in small villages.  With so many people crowding into about 12 cities of course nasty problems cropped up.  Horrendous poverty arose out of the flooded employment pool.  Wages were low enough to keep these people in their poverty as well.  Slums took over many cities along with crime, overcrowded housing, and horrific sanitary conditions.  Upton Sinclair (remember him?) wrote about all of this in The Jungle (if you didn’t have to read it by now you really should go and pick it up, there’s a reason all of the high schools and colleges make people read it).  Even with the arrival of the Labor Unions things were bad for American workers for a long time.  This was a time of the self made man.  Self made even if it meant destroying people in order to become so.  This was shocking to Wister, he was brought up among what could be considered the old aristocracy of America: meaning old money.  People who owned shipping yards, or had made their fortunes in the merchant trades. People who had slow rises to the top.  It was the new batch of wealthy who Wister despised.  To him, the represented everything that was wrong with the United States.   For him they had no interest in using their money to assist the nation, they did not want to educate themselves in order to help other citizens, and had every interest in keeping the little man down. We do see this trend in the early 1900’s. 

For Wister, the West represented the true American spirit. A place where one could rise to the top through hard work and good luck, and good character. 

To me what is so amazing (for the time period) is that Wister includes women in this Western adventure.  It’s where a young woman doesn’t need to feel tied down either.  Molly is really quite an amazing woman if you think about it.  From an upper class family that has fallen on hard times, she not only deserts the young man who is courting her but leaves for the West all by herself.  This, I believe, was probably unheard of at the time, especially for a young woman brought up in Society.  What does she find in the West?  Well the Virginian for one thing, but before she gets to know him she thwarts suitors right and left. She is nothing if not an independent woman, having a blast and one hell of an adventure while she learns to ride and shoot and teaches the school children that everyone, even women share a kind of equality.  Fantastic.   I completely understand her unwillingness to get any closer to the Virginian.  There are two factors at play here:

  1. She’s a snob.  Oh yes, little miss independent just can’t shake that Society upbringing and bring her nose down out of the air long enough to see the Virginian as a peer.
  2. She loves her independence.  She doesn’t want to get too bogged down with some man.  It was just recently that she found out about this whole freedom thing and she thinks that she might like to keep things that way.  Marriage and love tied a woman down. 

What’s a girl to do?

October 23, 2007

I Felt a Cleavage in My Brain

I felt a cleavage in my mind 
  As if my brain had split; 
I tried to match it, seam by seam, 
  But could not make them fit. 
   
The thought behind I strove to join         
  Unto the thought before, 
But sequence raveled out of reach 
  Like balls upon a floor.

I love Emily Dickinson. That's it. I just wanted to say it again.

October 10, 2007

Hooray! I'm Back Online!

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I'm a genius! Oh yeah! I fixed my computer! I'm back online!  (Genius= I can't believe it took me this long to figure out something so easy). 

September 18, 2007

Benjamin Percy

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         This post was originally meant to be about The Virginian by Owen Wister but I don't think that it can be just about that any more.  This evening on my commute I was happy to hear the All Things Considered series You Must Read This come on the air.  You Must Read This is a great series that has famous authors tell about their favorite books.  I like this series because a lot of the books are older and are thus overlooked today.  This afternoon I heard Benjamin Percy talk about The Virginian by Owen Wister. As you might have all figured out by now I'm not always the most up to date on books and authors.  I'm OK with that.  If I don't find out about them now I'll certainly stumble over them at some time.  But as Benjamin Percy talked about this book that means so much to me, this book that embodies all that I always wanted out of a western I thought that it was a sweet piece done by a man of 50 or so.  Why? Because I have never HEARD of this prize winning author!  Not a clue who he was.  I was captivated by his Sam Elliot voice though and was shocked when I logged onto NPR to retrieve the story to tell you all to go and read this book when I see Benjamin's photo.  Surely, I thought to myself, someone else had to have read the story in his absence due to a cold or some other illness leaving the man unable to talk on NPR.  I thought this because no one who is the same age as me should have a voice that deep.  It's just not right to lead me to believe that you have eons of experience when you're my age!  Now I have to read his works.  Seriously, I need to go to Title Wave and see if they have his books.  How have I not heard of his stuff?  I'm so out of the loop that it's scary.

Oh yeah: go read  that book.  You'll love it.  It's the first western but don't think of it that way.  Just read it ok?    

September 17, 2007

Adieu Robert Jordan

Robert Jordan, whose real name is James Oliver Rigney Junior died today of a rare blood disease Amyloidosis that caused the walls of his heart to thicken.  He was 58.  If you haven't read any of books you probablly at least saw them on the shelves at bookstores.  He's most famous for his Wheel of Time series. Jordan's first fantasy book, The Eye of the World, was published in 1990 and sold millions of copies over the years.   
He also wrote several other novels under the name Reagan O'Neal in the early 1980s. He was working on his 12th Wheel of Time book at the time of his death.   
Let me tell you that while I really didn't enjoy his books: this guy was HUGE, just ask any geek at Dragon Conn and they'll rave about the man.  Here's a question that is in the Frequently asked portion of his webpage: If Mat's foxhead medallion works against saidin then how come Rahvin's lightnings killed him?
Seriously!  The FREQUENTLY ASKED!  People are SERIEOUS about his writings.  He's worth a mention to me just for that.